i huvudet på snusmumriken...

nu räcker det snart, faktiskt...

häromnatten talade jag med Det Goda och sade:
"ta över nu - jag orkar inte mer... jag vill inte må så här dåligt..."



am i the only one (who's ever felt this way)?

there is no good reason
i should have to be so alone
i'm smothered by this emptiness
Lord, i wish i was made of stone
like a fool i lent my soul to love
and it paid me back in change
God help me, am i the only one
who's ever felt this way?

a heart that's worn and weathered
would know better than to fight
but i wore mine like a weapon
played out love like a crime
and it wrung me out and strung me out
and it hung years on my face
God help me, am i the only one
who's ever felt this way?

now my sense of humor needs a break
i see a shadow in the mirror
and she's laughin' through her tears
one more smile's all i can fake

there is a wound inside me
and it's bleeding like a flood
there's times when i see light ahead
hope is not enough
as another night surrounds me
and it pounds me like a wave
God help me, am i the only one
Who's ever felt this way?

God help me, am i the only one
who's ever felt this way ?



jo.
så ÄR det.
för att citera en stor pop-poet:
"ont, det gör ont, men det går. jag har klarat mig rätt länge - jag börjar bli van..."



a pain that i'm used to

i'm not sure
what i'm looking for anymore
i just know
that i'm harder to console
i don't see who i'm trying to be
instead of me
but the key
is a question of control

can you say
what you're trying to play anyway
i just pay
while you're breaking all the rules
all the signs that i find
have been underlined
devils thrive on the drive
that is fuelled

all this running around
well it's getting me down
just give me a pain that i'm used to
i don't need to believe
all the dreams you conceive
you just need to achieve
something that rings true

there's a hole in your soul
like an animal
with no conscience
repentance unknown
close your eyes
pay the price for your paradise
devils feed on the seeds
that are sown

can't conceal what i feel
what i know is real
no mistaking the faking
i care
with a prayer in the air
i will leave it there
on a note full of hope
not despair

all this running around
well it's getting me down
just give me a pain that i'm used to
i don't need to believe
all the dreams you conceive
you just need to achieve
something that rings true


SÅ *är* det OXÅ.